Monday, August 14, 2006

Blog has a new home

I have moved this blog to a new address:
http://rene.holodeck1.com/

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Some Photos of Nature

Dry Stream
Dry Stream
Photo by SmrtSkoso.

After a long long time I have arosen from the dead. This happened because my brother's friend and also my brother himself forced me into posting some of my greatest photo creations =) You can check them all out for yourselves. They are very very very special... If you you would like to purchase any number of them don't hesitate to contact me with all haste =)

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Ko te ni

Koliko časa je minilo, od kar sem nazadnje slišala tvoj glas? Ne vem... Ponavadi štejem vsako minuto, ki mine. Vsako s teboj nepreživeto minuto. Pa ne le minuto, vsako prelito sekundo čutim, kako se pretaka po žilah. Več, ko jih mine, dalj časa, ko te ni, bolj me ščemi. Telo se ne odziva več normalno. Pritisk mi narašča. Obliva me polt. Počutim se vkleščeno. Vedno bolj me stiska, kakor kača stiska svojo žrtev do zadnjega diha. In čas začne teči še počasneje. Vedno hujše je. Čakam rešitve, a je ni. Sprašujem se, kje si. Ni te, ni. Zakaj, kje... Daj pridi, ne povzročaj mi muk. A še vedno skrivaš se nekje v temi. In jaz... Vedno bolj se pogrezam v bolečino. Iz minute v minuto je večja. Poskušam se ji privaditi. Pa se ji lahko? Težko je. Vse kar si želim je bitje s katerim bi se pogovarjala. Pa ne s katerimkoli. Saj veš, kdo si... Tebe kličem. Vsak dan. A blizu mi ne prideš. In jaz se še bolj pogrezam. Tako globoko sem, da ne morem več ven. In vse je izgubljeno. Za vekomaj v mukah bom tavala...
Pozabljena pod prelepo rodno zemljo.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Lost...

Lost...
Lost in her mind
lost in her dreams
Always the same
dreaming again and again.
Leaves on trees turning yellow, orange and red...
still she is alone on her bed.
Watching leaves falling
as it starts to fall the snow...
she can't get away, no!
Still... he is there
he is following her everywhere.
Thinking of him
a wish will never come real.
Image of him, in time - she hopes - will disappear.

Well this is one of my poems. It's just an amateur piece of "art" :) I just had to express my feelings towards a guy for whom my heart beats. Saddly he doesn't seem to share the same feelings about me.
Eh, what can a girl do?